I MISS HIM ♥

It has been such a long time dint updated my blog ad...
Actually sometime i wan to post somethg on my blog,
but lazy wan to type...

Recently i really dunno wat happen to myself...
i start missing HIM again...
not only normal miss,but is VERY VERY miss HIM...
He can consider d 2nd guy who cause me "addict" to...*sigh*
Does it worthy to keep waiting him????

Holidays Start~~

Mid year hols start jor lor...
stay at home really sien TTM!!!!!
But dun wan go out,
cox wan spend money--DUN LIKE!!!!!

2 weeks hols dunno wat can i do...
Erm...think will do some revision...*but alwex say only lar* lolz =P
Few months to go then i will sit for STPM ad...haiz
but i like it!!!! cox i can hang out wit SMATTZ...^,^v
GOAL MY TARGET-- STPM >3.5
hopefully i can get wat i expect...=)

Haiz...there is d same problem burden me...
enroll U anot?????????????????????? =.=?
If i really enter U then i will burden my dad...
Dad getting old,i dun wan him so "sam fu"...
I think i will follow my ori plan--work 1st..
after i save enuf money then only take d course i wan...
I also dunno whether this thinking correct anot....
haiz...vexed!!!!

Last nite i saw HIM on9...
but he dint find me...
although i find HIM,yet he dint reply ma also...
Really dunno wat is on HIS mind...wat he wan actually...
He told me that wan be fren,fine...i respect HIS decision...
but every time i sms HIM,he dint reply me...
Sometimes i will think--Are we still fren??????????????
This few days dunno why keep dream of HIM...
Isn't i too miss HIM????? maybe.....
I hope i can let go,but seem like cant do so....
I also wondering why i love HIM so much....maybe becox of his loyalty...

*Be happy always* =)

Sure DIE~~

today's sejarah paper1 die ad...
cox i just studied a liitle bit...
and i just did 2 question only...
sure can die!!!!!!
Hopefully i could get a higher mark on paper2,
so that can balance it...
Haiz....blame myself usually dint study hard--LAZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2nd day of Mid term--BM 1&2

Today's BM papers quite easy de lor...
I was very happy of it...
cox this is d 1st time i done all bahagian,dint leave any blanks at all...
and i wrote 3pg for my essay....HUHU!!!!!! ^^

BM 1 a bit disappointed...
becox d syllabus that tchr recently taught less come out...
and i made a simply mistake on a question--careless!!!!!
anyway,blame myself dint study hard...
I plan to fulfill my mid year sch holidays with exercises...GAMBATE!!!! lolz =P
I really have to cut down on9 time ad...
alwex fb-ing really will affect my study...
furthermore,i seem like got short sighted becox of on9-ing...
haha...sooner/later will become "4 eyes cat" jor... =D

*6 papers to go...add oil!!!!* ^,^

Mid term begin--1st day...

Early in d morning i received a msg that he sent to me last nite..
i very happy d whole day....hehe v^.^v
It had been a long time he dint msg me ad...
although that is just a very common forward msg,but it's really warm my heart...=)

K...back to d point...
today's papers are MUET writing n PA2...
MUET writing is a bit difficult--Q1 still ok,but Q2......................*sigh*
Q2 asked to write an essay untitled "Smoking in public places should be banned"...
My mind was blank,i also dunno wat was i writing...
i just simply wrote my essay,i expect it wont get a good result in it...
Nvm,i still have reading paper to score...
hopefully reading paper wont be so hard....-may god bless me-

PA2 paper quite easy,but Part A n B essay writing a bit difficult...
i dun have any point on that question at all...
i simply wrote it too...
Overall PA2 paper is easy if i study for it...=P

Nvm,it's past...dun think abt it anymore...
All d way in other papers....
Just tell myself "I CAN DO IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" =)
target-- >3.5 ^^

Return~~

Sometimes i will think...
if time could return,will i choose d same choice to tell him that "I like HIM"???
But now i got d answer ad--NO,i will not tell him a single word at all...
I will just keep it in my heart as my secret...
Why did i say so???
Becox i just realize that,if i dint tell HIM means now he still will sms/call me as we used to...
But now...everythg had changed...
he wont call me ad...even no reply my msg too...
I dunno why...i really owe a reason...
He wants me to let go him,does he????
I really wan to neo how's his life recently...
But now d situation seem like disallow me to do so...
Although he doesn't like me,we still can be fren...
But pls dun treat me like that...
Even u reply me a single word,i also will happy wit that....

Sometimes i will think that,isn't I d one who destroy our friendship???
I dunno why i will mind abt that...
mayb really somethg wrong wit me jor...haha =D

Miss~~

Today dunno why suddenly miss him again...is damn miss him..
I dunno why tis few days i kept emo-ing...
i feel like i just wan be alone...
dun wan talk to ppl,just do my own thg...
That's it!!!!!!
Maybe my hormone all got somethg wrong jor...lolz..=D
I really miss him...
but he seem like disappear...
dunno what's wrong wit him...haiz... ='(

*exam is goin to start on next week...haven't do revision...=(*